Day 4.

1. Got out of bed this morning
2. Went to my appt. tonight
3. Read for Core
4. Ate dinner
5. Watched Law&Order SVU
6. Read Fall Out
7. Crocheted
8. Realized I need more reasons to get out of bed every morning when my music therapy goal is not enough
9. Watched an old video of me practicing, reminding myself of the hard work I did just to audition, and inspiration to keep going, depsite the lack of perfection in the vid. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3udEjSRgmyY
10. Played guitar
11. Watched Hairspray on tv
12. Talked to Jade on FB tonight; feeling less alone
13. Have been able to avoid injuring myself since 8:45pm tonight
14. Try to come up with coping skills; realized it all feels so unfamiliar bc I haven't needed them in a while bc injurious behavior hasn't been such an active part of my life in a while
15. Talked to Jessica, she advised I talk to Alice about getting my job at MCC back for the winter
16. Watched Autumn play with her toy to make me smile :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqYgfL3p1_w